2013

Hello 2013. I'm formally greet your with a new entry though this is actually my second entry in 2013. Lame me yeah :') So how's your doing so far people? Great, I supposed. Good then.

I begin my 2013 with troubles I guess. Laptop buat hal, dari battery sampailah ke software. I spent almost rm450+ for laptop only. I feel bad for my parents like ugh nevermind. On the other hand, new semester has begun. Things getting tougher and I hope I'm strong enough to get through any obstacles. Amin. So, what's left? hmmm let's talk in the new entry then. Till then, Happy New Year and Salam Maulidur Rasul in advance :)

Sedih

Sekarang terasa down sangat2. When things get harder, I just want to be at home. Semalam check facebook kolej kediaman, tapi nama aku langsung takde dalam senarai rayuan. Padahal, siap buat rayuan dekat pengarah kampus. Sedih. This may nampak macam remeh bagi korang, but not to me. Korang boleh kata ''alah, sewa je rumah'' and bla2 whatsoever. Don't judge my way if you haven't walked my path. Seriously. Hmm

Teman bergaduh

 

teman bergaduh. my brother and me. Tt was taken when i was 9 years old during my cousin's wedding day.

Sisters

Sisters. As you know(if only you know, lol), I have only two siblings including myself. I am the eldest and the other one is a younger brother. Since I am the eldest, people expect me to do well in everything. Do you know how stress it could be?

But actually I am not going to talk about how stress being an eldest daughter, but I just want to express about how envy I am towards those who have sisters. Frankly speaking, ever since I was in elementary school I always thought about this. I remember during hari raya, my girlfriends will have the same baju raya with their sisters. Do you have the idea how adorable it was when you and your sisters wearing the same color, same pattern of baju kurung with cute hairband on in your head? It was back then, but I still find it cute up until know though :')

Nevertheless, as I grown up the feelings of not having any sisters are getting stronger. Stronger I mean when it comes to fashion, gossiping, cooking and all those girly stuffs. You know when I see my friends buying make ups, cute hairband, cute hair clips for their sisters I feel left behind. And I was thinking ''ahh, I don't have sisters, I never had this chance. It must be good to share these things with sisters.'' 

The obvious part is when I had problem with relationship. Had okay, had. I've never involved with any kind of relationship since I was 17. Sad, yeah I know. There was a time when I had nobody to talk to, I was alone. Of course my girls were there but it's not the same as your real sister. I had no place to vent my sadness, anger and frustration. I can't share with my mom. I just don't feel like sharing with her. I don't know, but it's just awkward. I'm the type of person who will share only my happiness with my parents but not in relationship matters. Do you girls out there share your relationship problems with your sister? I bet most of you do, probably around 60%? The other percent goes to friend la of course. Well, sister can be so annoying sometimes lol. Only in term if your sister is so kepoh and busy body. Based of my experience, sister can be so protective to their younger sister when it comes to relationship. They try their best to protect their sister from buaya darat etc. 

The cutest things I found in sisters bonding are when sisters are cooking and sharing their clothes together. I just found this adorable(aww! ) Don't you think so people? When it comes to celebration(hari raya for example), my friends will get so excited and started to think about what cake are they going to make with their sister. While I am, what cake should I order from the shop -.- Obviously, it's my mom's job and since I am already 20, then I am the one who decides for it now. When I see my friends talking with their sister 'dik, tahun ni nak buat kek apa ehh', 'eh, kita buat kek cheese nak minggu ni'. Omaigosh, i iz jelly ㅠ.ㅠ

Other than that, I don't have someone who's going to tell me the blouse doesn't look good on me, shows me how to wear shawl properly and even teach me how to put on make up. I don't have all that and I don't even experience it once. In term of clothes, I don't have someone yang dapat exchange baju dekat aku. How sad is that? I've gotta admit that I don't like sharing since I practically takde orang yang nak di share, therefore benda tu dah macam jadi habit. Usually, when it comes to clothes, when you have sisters you can exchange clothes and borrows from each other. Jadi baju korang pun jadi macam banyak. How good is that when you get to exchange clothes, bags, make ups, talk about latest fashion and gossiping in the middle of the night? 

These are the reason why I treat my best friends like my own sisters. Those days when my girls used to sleepover at my house and doing all those crazy stuffs. I missed it. How I wish I can turn back time :( It would be more interesting if I can do all these sort of things with my sister. You know I'm a big fan of Kpop right? I always imagine talking about oppars with my sisters, going to the concert together(though I haven't been to any yet), stalking oppars and the most important thing is collecting money to buy album and merchandises. Hmmm...

Wordless Wednesday: What stage are you at?

Muslimah. what stage are you at?

semester break

Err hi. Assalammualaikum...

Seriously rasa awkward gila sebab lama tak update. In fact, aku memang stop internet usage masa final and study week. So persetankan semua tu, sebab IT'S SEMESTER BREAK TIME! :D Last paper aku 19hb and rasa macam lama gila final sebab gap antara second last paper and last paper seminggu kot. If you ask me how was my final.. Hmmm, some papers were tough but some were manageable. 

Cuti sebulan ni aku tak tau nak buat apa. So far, Ina and me did plan something. Ktaorang plan nak kerja part time sebab I truly need money for attending Sungha's concert in Disember but macam tak jadi je kot. Daripada aku melagha je tak buat apa apa, jadi aku ingat nak sambung balik la hangul lesson yang tergendala dulu. So far, I improved quite a lot but I barely can make any sentence in hangul due to poor vocabulary limitations ;___;

Therefore, it's time to learn babeh. By far, tu je la plan aku selain my daily routine, fangirling and catch up any missed updates about oppadeul and unnideul :') Btw, hari tu B1A4 and A-pink datang Malaysia masa aku tengah final. OMAI! I WAS SO STRESSED OUT! By reading and watching the fancams and updates... I WAS JELLY and to tell you what, I cried for real :( Hmmm..

Sweetnya!

Sweetnya.... bila saya mengadu saya sakit, awak hantarkan ubat.Sweetnya.... bila saya perlukan seseorang, awak temani saya,Sweetnya.... bila saya nakkan sesuatu, awak sedaya upaya cuba penuhinya,Sweetnya.... bila saya nak pergi sini sana, awak tolong hantarkan,Sweetnya.... bila saya lapar, awak hantarkan makanan,Sweetnya.... bila saya stress belajar, awak cakap 'takpa, nanti ada imbuhannya di kemudian hari',Sweetnya.... bila saya rindu rinduan, awak datang jenguk saya walaupun sekejap,Sweetnya.... bila susah dan senang saya, awak sentiasa bersama saya,Sweetnya.... bila awak terima saya seadanya, walaupun perangai saya buruk,Sweetnya.... bila awak sentiasa maafkan kesalahan saya, walaupun selalu sakitkan hati awak,Sweetnya.... bila doa awak sentiasa mengiringi saya walau di mana jua saya berada,Sweetnya.... bila awak ada di sana untuk mengesat air mata saya,Sweetnya.... bila awak sentiasa melayan kerenah saya yang banyak songeh ni,Sweetnya.... bila awak sentiasa jadikan saya keutamaan awak.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, ku berterima kasih kepadamu kerana telah mengutuskan dua insan yang amat kucintai. Kau kasihilah mereka sabagaimana mereka mengasihiku ketika ku kecil Ya Allah. Kasihilah kedua ibu bapaku Ya Allah. Kasihilah ibu bapaku Ya Allah. Kasihilah ibu bapaku Ya Allah.

Kau peliharalah mereka di dunia dan akhirat Ya Allah, peliharalah mereka Ya Allah, peliharalah mereka Ya Allah kerana sesungguhnya merekalah yang terbaik untukku. TERIMA KASIH ALLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH... :')

Thoughts

Have you ever encounter these kind of things where you don't know who to trust, who to response and why the heck is this happening to me? when real life sucks and your social networks life is sucks as well, what's more left for you? STALKERS, HATERS... -squishes lemon-

The senile me

Aku lahir tahun 1992 dan tahun ni umur aku 20 tahun walaupun belum genap lagi sebenarnya. Lagipun, aku kan bajet muda tak nak la ngaku dah 20 tahun beb -__- In fact, susah nak terima yang aku ni bukan "budak belasan tahun" dah. Usually, kalau orang tanya umur aku jawab je 19. Okay, penipuan di situ /sobs/

Semalam(hari jumaat) aku ada satu lecture je. Cost accounting dari pukul 8 pagi sampai pkul 10. Habis je kelas, aku pegi jumpa Mdm Lulu kejap sebab nak tanya tentang report computerized accounting. After that, aku nak pergi print report la kan, tapi seluruh UiTM backout pulak, so tak dapat la print. Then aku called Siti, nak mintak tolong dia printkan sekali untuk aku nanti sebab dia belum siap and dia ada kelas petang nanti, so dia tolong aku submit sekali la kan. Aku kan malas tahap gajah, sekali aku dah balik hostel, memang tak ah aku nak keluar lagi lepas tu unless aku ada kelas. Punya lah kemalasan aku yang maha tinggi tu, sampaikan berbuka puasa tadi pun aku makan maggi je. How cool is that? *duck face*

Nak dijadikan cerita, aku jumpa la Siti dekat library and lepas sok sek sok sek, aku nak balik bilik ah. Time nak keluar tu, aku bumped dengan Ina, roommate aku. Sapa punya sapa, then time aku nak keluar dari library tu.. the door was supposed to be pushed but I pulled it. Obviously pintu tu tak bukak la kan. Then aku  tarik lagi tapi masih jugak tak dapat.  Pastu ake heran la, eh pesal tak dapat bukak ni? Sekali ada budak perempuan 2 orang datang dari belakang tu tolak pintu tu. Lancar je pintu tu bukak.. Can you imagine how embarrassed I am? =.= Gila kot! Apesal la aku tarik pintu tu, no wonder la tak dapat bukak! Time tu aku rasa macam nak lempang laju laju je diri sendiri. Macam la tak pernah pegi library. tsk tsk

Another stupid incident bila aku balik bilik dekat hostel. Previously kan blackout dekat UiTM, so aku expect dekat kolej pun takde electric jugak. Masuk² bilik switched on the fan tapi tak berfungsi. Dalam masa yang sama, aku tak sedar yang aku dah ter- offed suis kipas tu. So, aku cakap dekat diri aku 'alah, takde electric la pulak, panas ah. Tak dapat nak bukak laptop and mesti nak jimat battery hp ni' Noted that, battery lappy aku rosak so tak dapat on kalau tak sambung dekat suis.

Bila dah takde electric aku baring² jela dekat lantai sebab lantai je yang sejuk sambil baca novel yang Ina pinjam dari library sampai tertidur. Lama jugak ah aku tidur, dekat nak pukul 12 tghri baru bangun. Tak lama lepas tu Ina balik and aku cepat² mengadu takde electric. Ina yang baru nak melangkah dalam bilik, terus tekan suis kipas and kipas pun berfungsi macam biasa! Rupa²nya, blackout tu untuk 10 mins je pun, tapi aku berpanas dalam bilik sampai sejam lebih kot! Langsung tak perasan -__-

Entah apa dosa ynag aku buat harini sampai otak aku tak berfungsi macam biasa dah. Malang betul. Agaknya, dah nk nyayuk kot. Tapi I baru je 19 tahun......... /sobs/

p/s 22th August ni birthday aku. tau. Nak hello kitty? *puppy eyes*

Nak kawen muda :')

Copied from IIUM Online - Madam. Fauziah Mohd Noor.

Assalamualaikum dan salam Ramadhan.

Dua semester lepas, seorang pelajar saya (perempuan), pernah mengirimkan sms kepada saya, "Madam, terima kasih di atas segala2nya. Betapa saya ingin memeluk madam seperti memeluk ibu saya, tapi saya malu." Saya membalas sms dia, " Tak pe..insyaAllah, masih ada peluang utk kita berjumpa semester depan. Dan kalau jumpa nanti, peluklah saya kalau awak nak."

Semalam

Dia datang datang ke ofis saya, dengan wajah suram dan inai masih dijari.Belum sempat berbual panjang, dia memeluk saya dengan erat dan disulam dengan tangisan. basah bahu saya dengan airmatanya. Saya bertanya, "Kenapa? awak sepatutnya gembira sebab baru saja bernikah dengan pilihan hati awak." Dalam sedu dia menjawab, "Madam, saya nak bercerai, saya dah tak boleh nak teruskan hidup dengan dia. Dia sangat berbeza dgn dia yang saya kenal sewaktu bercinta dulu"

Astaghfirullah...hancur luluh hati saya waktu itu bagai kaca terhempas ke batu. Tak perlulahsaya sebut kenapa dan mengapa dia hendak bercerai ketika inai masih di jari. Saya cuma ingin menasihati pelajar2 saya, dan rakan2 FB saya yang masih muda, ingatlah pernikahan bukannya trial and error. Pernikahan bukannya ujian amali atau ujian praktikal. Janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bertunang, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bertunang. janganlah hanya kerana kawan2 kamu telah bernikah, maka kamu rasa kamu juga perlu bernikah. Pernikahan adalah sesuatu yang sangat suci dan ianya memerlukan pengertian, pengorbanan dan kesabaran. Kesabaran bukan bertahan utk seminggu dua atau sebulan atau setahun. tapi kesabaran itu perlu utk membuktikan kamu beriman kepada Allah dan RasulNYA.

Kepada pelajar2 yg telah bernikah di usia muda dan masih belajar, saya merayu kepada kamu semua hari ini...tolong jangan terlalu dipaparkan kemesraan kamu di facebook. jangan terlalu menunjukkan kesronokan bernikah di facebook. saya mohon dengan setulus hati saya. tolong kurangkan posting2 romantik kamu di FB. Saya tidak mahu lebih ramai pelajar yang merasakan seronoknya bernikah.Tapi mereka lupa bahawa di sebalik keseronokan pernikahan itu dipenuhi dengan tanggungjawab yg amat berat.

Dan bukan semua orang bernasib baik mendapat pasangan hidup yang baik. Jadi, cukup2lah kamu berposting tenatng bulan madu kamu, hentikan dialog2 romantik kamu di FB, ucapan sayang dan cinta itu simpan utk tatapan kamu dan pasangan kamu saja.TOLONGLAH....saya merayu daripada kamu. Dan kepada pelajar2 yg masih berfikir tentang bakal suami atau isteri, berjumpalah dengan mereka yg lebih arif tentang hidup. Mintalah pendapat mereka tentang mencari pasangan hidup. Ingatlah anak2ku, adik2ku..pernikahan bukan satu percubaan, tapi satu tanggungjawab yang amat berat. Saya tidak sanggup melihat kamu menangis...tidak sanggup sebab saya sangat sayangkan kamu. jaga diri kamu baik2.

Note: Aku baca dekat blog Fatin Liyana and tergerak hati nak share. In fact, sekarang ni kawen muda ni macam trend pulak.  Memanglah tak salah kawen muda kalau dah sampai jodoh hence dapat pahala and menangislah syaitan melihat Umat Islam mendirikan masjid, tapi agak-agak jugak la kan. Kalau lepas kawen masih jugak duduk ketiak mak bapak, menyusahkan, baik tak payah. Whatever it is, it's a good advise from a perspective of a mother and educator :')

Over a month

It has been a while right? Over a month since my last update. I'm still here, alive. Alhamdulillah :) So, what's up people? How's your fasting month so far? I'm doing great, Alhamdulillah. Nothing much actually apa yg aku nak update. I'm currently searching for issues for BEL assignment. Sangat leceh ye sebab company ni takde scandal/problem sangat -___- /flips table in a rage/

Btw, semenjak dua menjak ni entah kenapa minat aku nak memasak ni membuak-buak. Adakah ni tanda-tanda aku nak kawen? Oh tidak.. BESTNYA! =__= Memandangkan sekarang ni bulan puasa, jadi masa nak berbuka tu mesti aku rasa nak masak something special. Alah, special la sangat. Tapi bukan makanan berlauk tau, tapi lebih ke kuih muih and snacks. Latest, I succeed to make fried oreo for iftar. Hihihi. Tapi tu lah, sebab aku tak guna tepung pancake, jadi rasa dia lain sikit la kan. Hewhewhew.

Instagram @daydenkfarah

Kyu Jong's enlistment to army

I'm currently drown in tears as I just found out that Kyu Jong's going to enlist in army. I was checking my timeline on twitter as soon as I woke up and BAMMM! Timeline was already buzzing about Kyu's enlistment on the next JULY. JULY?! Are you fucking kidding me? IT'S A MONTH FOR NOW ON!! Though Kyu Jong is not my bias in SS501 but I love them equally. But of course for Young Saeng is a bit more. I'm shocked and sad at the same time. You know, this is too abrupt. 2 years without Kyu Jong is empty. Triple S and ThanKYU without him is like spoon without fork, coffee without tea and Farah without Sandeul. Ehh(?)

I know I should've proud since he's going to army and serve for the country but I can't accept the fact that he is going too soon! ‎(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

Gonna miss you my warm hearted Kyu :'(

Heo Young Saeng's Crying teaser

The teaser is finally out. I don't know what is life anymore. He looks so flawless and hot as usual. What I love the most is his new hair. GAWD! What is air! Crying set reminds me of Please MV by Kim Hyun Joong. I smell something fishy here. Hyunsaeng moment :P Other than that, it reminds me of Love Ya MV too. I don't know whether this is truly a coincident or what. But yeah, after all he's still the talented and precious person in Triple S' and Y.E.S' heart :D

‘SOLO’ has been revealed to be the complete production of Heo Young Saeng himself, having participated in the overall planning process and even its production. He’s looking to step up from an idol to an artist by having his name credited as the co-producer.

Extracted from allkpop. I'm proud of you baby. I'm totally anticipating for the full MV.. and the album!♥ 

It lingers around me

So, I was reading this particular blog and her writing skills impressed me so much. She is still young, an eighteen years old teenager yet had published her own novel! I was totally awed and stunned by her talents. This reminds me of myself. It still lingering on me until now.

APA BAKAT AKU? WHAT IS MY TALENT? 

I used to ask my roommate, Ina about this matter. I told her all this while, I always wondering what is my talent? Some says everyone has a talent. Either noticeable or another way round. I strongly disagree as I didn't even notice any talent in me. MYSELF and I. Not even one. 

I have no particular talent, I am merely inquisitive

And this situation happened,

I was studying for my law paper few months back then my mind can't take it anymore as I stuffed it with a lot of theories and cases. So, I decided to stop for a while. Ina was still sitting at the study table revising for her paper. I barely remember what subject she was studied for. Then, my short break was over. Tired of sitting on chair, then aku decided nak memorize cases and theories by talking and explaining. I was babbling bla bla bla then abruptly Ina told me this,

Ina : Rah, kmk rasa kmk dah tauk apa bakat ktk.

(trans : I think I know what exactly is your talent) *tried to translate it into bm but it sounded weird though.

Me : Apa?

Ina : Bercakap. Bakat ktk bercakap macam wartawan

(trans : Talking. You're good in talking like a reporter)

Me : *duck face*

For me, I'm not good in speaking nor talking. I'm not good in both. Talking is not my talent. Stalking yes. lol joking. In fact, I'm also mediocre in writing. Look at my blog, it was 'established' since 2010 kot. Now it's already 2012 dah, tapi blog masih tak popular macam Fatin Liyana ‎(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

Mak datuk, aku taip entry ni lama kot. Aku rasa aku start taip pukul 7.30 pagi tadi kot. Ni dah dekat nak pukul 10 pagi dah. Again, no skills for blogging.

B1A4's IGNITION repackaged album teaser - Sandeul

My fragile fangirl heart melted again. This is too sweet. His voice, his lips, his eyes and everything about him drives me crazy. I'm breathless. Anyone, give me oxygen. Sandeul has absorbed and took away my soul. He is considered as thief for stealing my heart. Just give my heart back!

You can check Jinyoung's and Baro's here and here

Procrastination

Assalammualaikum. It has been a while. I just don't feel like blogging recently. I do log in into blogger everyday but I just read the updates from my following list :') My holiday is going to end soon. Less than a month then I'm going to mingle with books and notes again. I'm so gonna drown in classes, quizzes and tests. OHMY! Thats so not cool.

Enough with those unnecessary things. Sekarang dah pertengahan bulan Mei, and semester break started early April. It has been a month and half since break. Dulu time final, I was determined to begin my Korean lesson as soon as I started my sem break. Tapi tengoklah, sekarang dah nak habis cuti dah, notes hangul tak sentuh pun. I kept telling myself to start it as soon as possible, tapi "esok-esoklah" tu tak habis-habis. Can you see how procrastinate I am dear readers?

That's the only habit I can't change until now. Yup, until now. Sedihkan ada habit macam ni? Kalau nak belajar pun macam tu jugak. Asyik nak esok-esok je. Majority students these days akan ada habit suka tangguh kerja ni. Tak semua tapi segelintir -.- Jadi, marilah kita sama-sama ubah perangai ni kekawan semua :P

Other than that, hari ni hari guru kan?

I'm a teacher for myself besides my mom and dad.

So, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to fellow teachers, teachers-to-be, and lecturers :')

Form 5PKA5, 2009

Only Tears

I love you. I’m sorry…

But I can’t do this anymore.

I don’t even have the right to get close to you, though you love me.

I don’t have the leisure of being able to give you my heart…

I already push myself too far every day, I cry because each day is too much…

Oh, I don’t have anything I can give you, (but I’m) missing you.

I can’t even tell you heartwarming words, but I(‘m) missing you.

I can’t dare to even hope, but I(‘m) missing you.

So I push you away like this

Because I’m a fool who has nothing but his own heart.

I hold back, even though it hurts…

For me even tears are a luxury.

I don’t even have the right to look at you, though you look at me.

I know (you do). My heart is where you are…

Where it’s close enough our breaths could meet, always in that same spot.

Oh, I don’t have anything I can give you, (but I’m) missing you.

I can’t even tell you heartwarming words, but I(‘m) missing you.

I can’t dare to even hope, but I(‘m) missing you.

So I push you away like this

Because I love you more than anybody else in this world does I hold back.

Oh, I don’t have anything I can give you, (but I’m) missing you.

I’m worried all I’ll be able to do is shed tears, but I(‘m) missing you.

I can’t dare to even hope, but I(‘m) missing you.

Because I’m like this,***

Because I’m a fool who has nothing but his own heart.

Try to hold my tears. This is so beautiful yet painful. Can you feel the lyrics?

Missing you

Currently missing my biases so freaking much. My fragile fangirl heart aches so much till I could die like literally. Living as a fangirl is not easy as you think ㅠ.ㅠ *runs in the corner and starts sobbing*

Believe it or not

Am bloated as I just had my Sahur. Result was out few days back and it was unexpected. Totally unexpected. Though it wasn't good enough as compared to others but I thankful enough. I'll try harder next time. Thank you Allah s.w.t for blessing and giving me the guidance. Alhamdulillah ya Allah!♥ As a return, I pledge my promise/nazar :D

And believe it or not, I DON'T SLEEP FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT! I took a longggggg nap in the evening and here am I typing ze entry :) No wonder pimples tumbuh di pipiku bagai bunga yang kembang di pagi hari. Adesss. Since the holiday started.. Ehemm, no no no. Since the final examination started last month, my pimples semakin banyak pulak. This is so not cool dude!(／ロ゜)／ㅛㅛ /flips tables in rage/

Act, does anyone here knows about SimSimi? I'm sure most of you guys knew about this, it's just that I'm noob cause I just knew about it YESTERDAY. I was scrolling my personal account timeline yesterday when this girl tweeted about the screen capped of SimSimi application. I was wondering, WHAT THE HELL IS SIMSIMI IS ALL ABOUT?! Then I googled about it and found out the app is actually available for android. 

Then I download it straight away as I was so curious about ze app. And guess what? It's actually addictive. Well, for me. I'm not sure from your points of view. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA. I screen capped some of my conversations between us. Hmm, it's not us since SimSimi is just an application. LMAO. Its fun especially when you're LIFELESS like me. Got nothing to do. Heumimi. You guys should give a try :P

p/s what do you think about my new blog template? I spent quite sometime and efforts. Hope you guys like it. Peace!♥

Untitled

Untitled as I don't have any particular things to write on. So, I was on my fangirl twitter account when abruptly Charmaine mentioned me. 

She gave me links of this particular blog and asked me to read it. Again, with fanmeeting and showcase of Kpop idols. This time around about Alexander Lee Eusobio's fanmeet and showcase last year. I was like FUUUU! Not again! I teared like really for real dude. Though I'm not a Kiss Me nor Xanderettes but this is incredibly too much to endure. I'm dying in jealousy! *sobbing* I'm truly crying over jealousy and my pathetic fangirl life ;___; 

Anyway, does anyone here know about BLOCK B'S FREE SHOWCASE NEXT MONTH?! It's FREE FREE FREE FREE! The show will be on 27th of May at Kenanga Wholesale City Mall. Are you kidding me? It's free for real. Damn it. I couldn't make it for sure. The flight ticket currently are too expensive. Mahal doe, around RM600 one way. Are you f****** kidding me? *bangs head to wall* Sometimes, I pity those Kpopers who lives in Borneo. Including Bruneirian. Kpop idols never came here! *head desks* We never had the chance to meet idols unless we're rich enough to fly over to Peninsular without even thinking of the costs. 

AGAIN, SAD LIFE OF A SARAWAKIAN FANGIRL