aku tak tau macam mana nak mendefinasikan perasaan aku sekarang ni. bercampur aduk.
aku dah lupa tentang perkara tu. tapi bila dye muncul balik, ohhh, automatically the memories pop up.
'girls can easily forgive but never forget'
some people says that 'forgive and forget' but that is so not me.
yes, i can easily forgive you, but all the memories, the gift, the hurt that you gave me, i'll never forget.
no, i'm not hating you. that is totally NO! how can i hate you, after all, i used to love you before this.
i'm just don't wanna see you. seeing you with another girl will just make me feel like wanna throw myself in a dark room.
crying over you ?? NO! i won't. i've my own pride and ego.
how can i'm crying over you while you are having fun with another girl.
i know, this sounds like i am egoistic but hey, bear in mind that i'm not a typical girl who will crying and begging you to come back to me. NO!
everything about you, related to you, i always get out of the way.
even with your besties. i dunno why. i am just not ready.
i've told you before that i'm hardly falling in love and same goes to forget what happened in the past.
i dunnno why i'm talking bout this tonight. jiwang jiwang la pulak. errr , aku bukan spesis jiwang okay.
sometimes, aku pelik dengan diri aku ni. kadang2 i act like i do not care about this but sometimes i'm really care about this matter.
is it dual personalities ?
ataupun duality concept ? HAHA
keluar pulak course akaun.
hurmmm, emosi agak terganggu kebelakangan ni.
entah apa la aku merepek ni, segalanya terjadi gara-gara penemuan pagi tadi.
Formula Add math hari ini :: tabah menghadapi sebarang kemungkinan, love is not my priorityfor the time being !